My suffering

I always can tell when someone's down
When they've been having a bad day
Even when they put on a fake smile

but nobody realizes when I feel like that
Nobody can tell when I've been having a bad day
Or even recently, when I've been feeling blue

Sure, I put on a fake smile
But true friends should see through that.
They should say, whats wrong, even if its just nothing.

I'm not really mad at them
Or angry at all.
I understand that they have their own problems

But sometimes its nice to hear someone care about me
I want to see someone worry.

I can't remember how to smile like I used to
I'm forgetting more things
and I'm becoming more of a downer.

Nobody can tell.

They can't tell
they don't have this gift
this curse
but I just wish someone cared about me enough to tell
even without it.

Because honestly
I'm suffering alone
and I never let anyone else do that.